playing hard to get.

sheesh, I can't stand it anymore!!
There's nothing I can do... well go meet him, yeah, but I can't just say "Let's see each other?"
That'll kill myself!!
It seems like he's playing hard to get with no intentions.
Knowing my feelings, knowing little about who I am... it all depends on my outside... the thing I don't have confidence the MOST!!

Forgetting the whole idea will make me feel a lot better.
Like 'Hey, I'm dumped!! The end of the story!!'
But then it's like a novel that never became a book...

I wonder why he didn't say no in the first place.
Even he had someone he liked, he didn't say no.
Instead, he even talked to me about it and made me give some opinions about it... sure hurts...
But what was I supposed to do?
I only could give the words of encouragement(that is, go get her!!)
Maybe if that went well, I wouldn't be so messed up...
Something made me not give up...