a new start
Ending relations are always not easy. But when there's a little hope in the future, even though you might feel a bit sorry, it's fun. When you are flirting with this new guy, you find out how adapted you were to your ex. The way you think, the time you sleep, the type of stuff you think, etc. It was probably cozy back there, nothing to worry because the guy you are dating is the same kind of person as you. Now you're trying to be the perfect one for the new guy, asking and trying out the music, movies, and hobbies.
It's been a long time to feel this 'I might like him' feeling. Maybe 5 years? But I knew this guy from 10 years ago, that's the weird point. We knew each other back then, but we never talked that much. Beacuse of the Coming of Age Day and the reunion atmosphere, we started to have touch. Exchaning e-mails and stuff, we found out after 10 years that we liked each other. Then we started to talk about are hobbies, that kind of stuff we think about to certain things, then about present love problems. He became the advisor of the love problem. So funny...
I like him. He doesn't go to university, he went through totatlly differnet paths as me... but who cares? We still have a lot in common. I could dosome change for this guy. It won't give me harm, rather positive points. I wonder how it would go...
This guy... I talked to him on the phone... like the last time was 10 years ago! 10 years old back then... we were still kids. He had a totally different voice(he said that my voice was differnt to, he said I sound like an adult. well, I am, you are!) But the way he talked sounded familiar after a few minutes, that is the way he jokes. It's weird to feel the same way after all the time past. Then we exchanged photos on our cell phone. He said I'm beautiful(hey, I sent my best shot!), he was... cute! The king of man I admire, the character in that game.
I wish there is a happy future to this love story. Maybe too nsoon to call a love story, but I never felt this way in 5 years. I bet this how you feel when you really like a person as a man, not a boy 'friend'.
…寝れないから長いの書いてみた。案外英語でもスラスラ出てくるものだ(笑)
It's been a long time to feel this 'I might like him' feeling. Maybe 5 years? But I knew this guy from 10 years ago, that's the weird point. We knew each other back then, but we never talked that much. Beacuse of the Coming of Age Day and the reunion atmosphere, we started to have touch. Exchaning e-mails and stuff, we found out after 10 years that we liked each other. Then we started to talk about are hobbies, that kind of stuff we think about to certain things, then about present love problems. He became the advisor of the love problem. So funny...
I like him. He doesn't go to university, he went through totatlly differnet paths as me... but who cares? We still have a lot in common. I could dosome change for this guy. It won't give me harm, rather positive points. I wonder how it would go...
This guy... I talked to him on the phone... like the last time was 10 years ago! 10 years old back then... we were still kids. He had a totally different voice(he said that my voice was differnt to, he said I sound like an adult. well, I am, you are!) But the way he talked sounded familiar after a few minutes, that is the way he jokes. It's weird to feel the same way after all the time past. Then we exchanged photos on our cell phone. He said I'm beautiful(hey, I sent my best shot!), he was... cute! The king of man I admire, the character in that game.
I wish there is a happy future to this love story. Maybe too nsoon to call a love story, but I never felt this way in 5 years. I bet this how you feel when you really like a person as a man, not a boy 'friend'.
…寝れないから長いの書いてみた。案外英語でもスラスラ出てくるものだ(笑)
